Monday, January 16, 2006
3:34 PM

dance class was fun.
started wif some technical steps for jazz. did warm up and had to leave liao cuz the booking hours for the room was up! yutaki lah. late for 1 hr. -______-
i feel real shit whn im alone at home.
tat's whn all the emotions flow out of me.
i juz dun understand y things are lk tat now.
i blif everybody who knows me well enuf noe tat im a v str8 forward person.
and i oso like ppl to b frank and direct wif me.
i dun lk ppl to hide or run away.
it gets on my nerves. or i shud say, it makes me feel damn xin ku!
if dere's sth anyone of u not happy abt me with, or sth tat u al decide on doing or wateva shit it is, c'mon. juz tell it straight to me.
watever wil happen after is not impt. wat matters is mutual parties knowing what is gg on.
farked up shit.
i hate excuses! i hate it whn ppl try to hide or run away frm the truth..
i hate being ignored! i hate being accused. i hate misunderstandings.
i hate the sore in my heart.


wish to be gone.-


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